Inside, screaming.
I scream inside because
I do not know how to scream outside
My useless vocations have no face
No way to exit
No way to expand
Reverberations, humming in my throat
Muffled by flesh and mucus
Perhaps this is the way it is supposed to be
Perhaps my body
Was not made for explosion
Of expression and voice
Or,
Perhaps I am meant to learn
Perhaps I ...need... to learn
How to open my mouth
To rip open the barrier
Create my self an orifice
With which to execute my emotion
So silent I remain
The reverberations remain
The barrier remains
All I can manage is a dull hum
That can't possible represent
My screaming on the inside
Because,
And this is the bare truth,
I do not have a mouth
And so, until I am given a mouth
Or tear myself through to create one
I will never scream
Never cry out for life
Silent I will remain
Silent and Screaming
